This last week this question was made to me so many times that lost the mean. I just look so tired and lost that everyone keeping asking me that as will save me from myself or something. I do know that I'm my own killer, cause I do that to me since 10 years old. I almost never talk about my past if Sakura or friends that know me as a happy people. I'm that one that makes you laught about my own face, jumping and saying stupid things. But, lately some real stuff happens with my family and with myself. I just can't take it anymore, like I always do. I'm scare of what is going on, and what I'll do. Maybe I just change my school, maybe I have to